[Musical Keys]

27 February 2006 @ 08:00 pm

[About the post-Valentine's Day concert:]

I'm sure everyone has heard about the concert. And about what Nakano-san did. To Shindou-san. On the stage. In front of all of our / their screaming fans. During my piano solo. ~~While Eiri-san was right there, in the front row, fuming silently..~~ I think my eyes bled.

My reaction to Nakano-san's display was more of terror than disbelief. I know -- they had told us about a poll. As relieved as I am that I was not the one Nakano-san pulled down there, it really made me feel bewildered. ~~Confused.~~ ~~Horrified.~~ But I couldn't just yell in front of everyone; instead, I kept my composure and played with my eyes and hands on the keyboard. I'm glad that I did.

It was more of a "silent scream" kind of thing. There were hundreds of eyes on them; they weren't listening to me anymore, except for a few girls in the front who obviously seemed to be pianists themselves. (I noticed one of them wore Chinese buns. Kind of.. young.) I think they were kids.

Anyway, back to the concert. Soon, it was all over: we retreated backstage amid cheers from the audience. I found myself wondering whether or not there were any grandparents or adults around (..conservative adults, at least), but I relaxed in the end. I started telling Nakano-san off for making such a display, but I stopped when I saw the oddly satisfied look on his face. I wonder.

We were all changing into fresh clothes when someone entered the room. There had been a bit of commotion outside, from what I could hear, and so when someone flung the dressing room door open, I was not surprised.

I was surprised, however, when I noticed that the person in the doorway was Eiri-san. Yes, the novelist, the one girls chase day and night because of his spectacular novels. And in one of his pale hands was a weapon: Mr K's gun. I dropped my shirt on the floor and stared at him in shock. Shindou-san was the most freaked out; Nakano-san had a look that somewhat said "I knew this was coming".

I shall leave the rest to your imagination. I'm going to bed. And I am looking forward to having nightmares tonight. It is kind of inevitable, after all, after what happened.. I don't think I'm going to have a good night's sleep for some time.

Current Mood:

restless

13 February 2006 @ 02:54 am

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The match was nice (but really surprising), as expected. And you know what? I met Maiko-san there. As she ran towards me, she twisted her ankle, and.. I ended up having to take her to a cafe for her to rest. I certainly couldn't have found a wheelchair around, after all (they probably would have thought of me as some cracked-up kid). She (Maiko-san, I mean) was very friendly; I was wondering where Shindou-san was for a while, to tell the truth, but I learned to relax a bit.

Yes, this is a short entry. I've been arranging pieces again. *sighs* Then again, what else can I do? ..On second thought, don't answer that. I know what I can do. I suppose that's the problem with being "famous" -- you end up losing your self-esteem or watch it go down a notch when you don't know what to do.

Maiko-san, I'm sorry for not being as interesting as your brother is. I can't match up to him when it comes to conversations. I'm afraid that's one of my character flaws.

Current Mood:

crazy

Current Music: Life Goes On- Mika Arisaka

03 October 2005 @ 07:34 pm

[Life as it is:]

I really feel like I’m living in Eiri-san’s shadow. And Shindou-san’s and Nakano-san’s, but I have a feeling it is not just because they're taller than me. He's a successful writer, and Shindou-san is a vocalist and then we have Nakano-san, who is all-around good at everything. I'm just a wallflower, a keyboardist.

Sometimes I feel a lot older than I really am. During photo shoots, and when we make songs for Bad Luck, it seems like I am the eldest because I work the hardest. Shindou-san works hard, too, but Eiri-san distracts him. I see Nakano-san but he doesn't update his journal. Geez.

Oh! And I had a really weird dream. In it, everyone was dead. Eiri-san died because of lung cancer, and Shindou-san because of secondhand smoke, and Nakano-san was zapped by electricity from the electric guitar.. Well, everyone died particularly gruesome deaths. Thankfully I woke up before I could see if I was dead in my own nightmare.

So.. Maiko-san, would you like to go out with me sometime? ~~Eiri-san, I really don't need you to interrupt this right now. I'm having a nice enough day.~~ Even if you are Shindou-san's sister, I hardly get to talk to you.

Current Mood: awake

Current Music: Because Of You- Kelly Clarkson

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